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My Lovelife

What really is love? This is the question that bothers me now, because, I don't think if what I'm feeling now is really love, or just a simple likeness. Once, I see her, and be with her, I can't stop my "smile". Is love learned? Maybe yes, but I think, the love that was learned will fade in just a second. Though I like to be with her most of the time, I can't, because I'm afraid of the 'words' from the mouths of my friends. I'm like "Jin" who is afraid of loving "Xiao Mai", though he really love her. I hope I can surpass this crisis or challenge...

My College Life

"I thought, I can't, but I did it!" Once, I did not trust myself, and I really refused on every opportunity that was offered to me. One time, I was asked to represent CTE in a public speaking during Science Fair. At first, I refused, but our governor insisted me to participate in the said event. I had no choice but to grab her "insist". I prepared, but I was not contented of my preparation. Before I delivered my speech, I said to myself that, " I must trust myself, and I can do it successfully." I really did it successfully, and with my surprise, I won the first place.